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2019-09-17 - I don’t understand the politics of it all
2019-09-08 - My sisters
2019-09-02 - I want a strong lover with a good heart
2019-09-02 - I need stimulus
2019-09-02 - I’m tired of his bs
2019-08-31 - The nerves
2019-05-05 - Ur alive
2019-04-22 - I want him to choose me
2019-03-11 - Choose me ...
2019-02-15 - Meh ! Good things to come
2019-01-18 - Meditate more .
2019-01-18 - Validation ...
2019-01-16 - Memes destroy lives 😑
2019-01-15 - I deserve better
2019-01-15 - Rings gone now
2018-12-22 - Tired 😓
2018-12-21 - Everyone will have an opionion .. no matter what u do.
2018-12-20 - My angel G
2018-12-19 - Ignorance is bliss
2018-12-19 - Mi sol
2018-12-16 - I miss Mr. G
2018-12-15 - I’m in school now , my “fiancee” broke it up
2016-05-28 - stupid nate, fucken horrible foreplay.
2016-05-25 - aint he a "dumbass bitch"...what excuses will u make now?
2016-02-28 - let him go?
2016-02-24 - too bad but he is right and i love him because im free.
2016-02-16 - random lost in thoughts and meaningless phrases
2016-01-24 - nice moe (= makes me smile everyday
2016-01-24 - my angel ...back
2016-01-13 - ugh! the dynamics of the buddy system between the sexes.
2016-01-07 - lust ? or necessity? hedonism??
2015-12-10 - into the fog. the dewy mist of the night.
2015-12-05 - surreal shit..the song playing backwards again
2015-12-04 - te quiero.
2015-11-27 - dinner with an apron 😍
2015-10-14 - laame ...missing love, just a fuck i guess
2015-09-25 - worrd
2015-08-20 - this cant be love anymore.
2015-08-14 - fuck him
2015-07-18 - bliss..no more. im bored again.
2015-06-30 - fucken bliss
2015-06-22 - bullshit balls
2015-05-26 - lothario.
2015-05-25 - shit happens, pain happens. but real love is rare.
2015-02-22 - ptsd...the fucken boogeyman shitface
2015-02-22 - my angel G.
2015-02-12 - fear. shitted life by fucken fear.
2015-01-11 - work on me, the life.
2015-01-06 - goals??
2014-12-31 - looking forwards to a new year free of drama and full of inner-growth<3
2014-12-19 - dilbert.
2014-12-19 - love is a loosing game.
2014-12-19 - always embarrased /:
2014-12-16 - i miss those ppl.
2014-11-04 - bitter heart
2014-11-04 - hes full of shit and im soo stupid:(
2014-11-04 - hes full of shit and im soo stupid:(
2014-10-26 - u lovable bastard!
2014-10-14 - the love of my life... my shitty demise.
2014-09-28 - do i want this, can i do otherwise??
2014-09-26 - .
2014-09-24 - neither do i
2014-09-23 - number two
2014-09-23 - number one
2014-09-23 - be stonger dear friend. be strong. hes NOT worth it
2014-09-22 - sweet agony
2014-09-20 - i know i can
2014-09-20 - fuckface
2014-09-16 - my broken heart
2014-08-07 - steal thief
2014-07-24 - crap!
2014-07-18 - wack ...wack
2014-07-14 - less is more
2014-06-28 - the girl with the wool blazer.
2014-06-28 - sad, terrible uncertainty.
2014-04-29 - PRACTICE
2014-04-24 - Believe. (:
2014-04-23 - "WANT"
2014-04-22 - pleasure
2014-04-22 - love jaVeh
2014-04-16 - ... like so many have done.
2014-04-10 - Its never fair.
2014-04-03 - emotional intelligence /:
2014-03-24 - uncertainty
2014-03-18 - ahh!! anxious 'O'
2014-03-04 - smile and roll with the punches /: (:
2014-02-25 - better , past is past... move on forwards .M.
2014-02-24 - hope he finds his money, and peace (--_--)
2014-02-23 - miss my gordo.
2014-02-19 - the creator is good.
2014-02-17 - settling in.
2014-02-16 - saying Grace (:
2014-02-16 - miss IT again
2014-02-15 - StrengTH
2014-02-13 - sIgh!! LovE :-P
2014-02-13 - he knows what to say /:
2014-02-12 - can't give up, can't give up
2014-02-08 - missin u , always
2014-02-07 - I need to work on me first. -_-')
2014-02-06 - not worth it, in the end not worth it.
2014-02-06 - I miss javi
2014-02-03 - idk if I'm wrong, but I hate being ignored /:
2014-02-01 - it can only make me stonger.
2014-01-28 - Suxxx!!! <333
2014-01-26 - pain.and love.
2014-01-24 - right??
2014-01-21 - I'm a lil sad now /: lol G. ??
2014-01-19 - beautiful mumu
2014-01-19 - Always.
2014-01-19 - stuck,
2014-01-19 - stuck, lmao
2014-01-19 - stuck, lmao
2014-01-15 - shittttless!! lol
2014-01-15 - funny stuff, hahah
2014-01-12 - I hate him!
2014-01-12 - management NEEded! /: waaack!!
2014-01-12 - rejection -_-
2014-01-10 - My hEArT <33
2014-01-10 - I wish we could be ):
2014-01-10 - I wish we could be ):
2014-01-09 - Patience my love, patience.
2014-01-07 - stoopid IDiOT /:
2014-01-06 - stupid bastard...
2014-01-06 - Subpar...in the sack (: lmao
2014-01-05 - kool jan 5th (:
2014-01-02 - idk how to love
2014-01-01 - I hate him ):
2014-01-01 - I miss my friend.
2014-01-01 - Happy New year!! [>_<]niiiice!!!!
2013-12-31 - my love.
2013-12-31 - Life IS WOrk
2013-12-31 - stupid g. ):
2013-12-29 - he would feed me ):
2013-12-29 - what can I make of this?? nothing, I don't understand It.
2013-12-29 - The crazies ):
2013-12-27 - suxxx!! :P
2013-12-25 - hmmmmm /: :D kool Xmas!
2013-12-19 - benedict aRNoLD
2013-12-18 - suxxxxx!!! suxxx!! >:'(
2013-12-18 - a diSTRaCtION
2013-12-17 - stooopid mOfO. :P. ugh!! ahhhh!!
2013-12-17 - No more!!! ):
2013-12-16 - no remorse ):
2013-12-14 - g'ed up lol
2013-12-14 - as-toooopid!
2013-12-13 - the never-ending quest for peace of mINd
2013-12-12 - the EnIGMa of my wack-ass LIFE :P
2013-12-10 - GONE.
2013-12-08 - stoopid crossroads!!(( >.<))
2013-12-06 - I feel like sh**
2013-12-06 - pathetic ME (-___-'')
2013-12-06 - the timeline of a trainwreck. /:<
2013-12-06 - HE'S a PRICK!!!
2013-12-06 - I dislike him very very much ):<
2013-12-04 - moving on. ):
2013-12-04 - I have to be alone. ):
2013-11-30 - Wackness once again
2013-11-27 - Farewell my black balloon -___-
2013-11-27 - pity f**k
2013-11-25 - te amo, te amo SIEMPRE
2013-11-25 - shattered dreams and sanity
2013-11-20 - I'm regressing into stupidity more and more.
2013-11-20 - I'm scared.
2013-11-19 - payback? reaaly!? wow ):
2013-11-17 - the light inside.
2013-11-10 - I want to LIVE in his light!
2013-11-07 - sigh... short attention span increasing /:
2013-11-07 - a rut?
2013-11-06 - I can't help it ): its really very sad, but I can't. I'm trying.
2013-11-01 - Blessed assurance. (:
2013-10-30 - miss being loved... DON'T KNOW how to LOVE
2013-10-27 - I miss my LOVE
2013-10-23 - (:
2013-10-23 - love.
2013-10-21 - /:
2013-10-21 - SuUUXX!!
2013-10-12 - remember bro. robert... ):
2013-10-10 - non-resolution
2013-09-29 - for better or for worst?
2013-09-09 - siiiiigh , yuk!!!
2013-09-09 - HOPE~ gatsby mmm dicaprio (:
2013-09-07 - MUAH!
2013-09-05 - TE AMO!!!!
2013-09-05 - consecration))
2013-09-05 - discipline and virtue
2013-09-04 - I miss his beautiful voice.
2013-09-01 - maybe if I disappear...
2013-09-01 - -
2013-09-01 - -
2013-08-29 - ...vacuous...
2013-08-25 - stupid jealousy and stupid vain vanities
2013-08-23 - patience, harmony and beyond haha
2013-08-22 - -
2013-08-22 - no more excuses. /:
2013-08-21 - sigh, life is slow sometimes
2013-08-21 - I want to believe u /:
2013-08-21 - was it ALL an illusion? )':
2013-08-21 - dear love,
2013-08-20 - ...my one fatal flaw.
2013-08-07 - court again B-(
2013-08-07 - love and truth <3
2013-08-03 - jailbird
2013-07-18 - -
2013-07-18 - forevermore
2013-07-08 - /:
2013-06-02 - weirdness...
2013-06-01 - FaTAL love /:
2013-06-01 - rudimentary ...
2013-06-01 - ):
2013-06-01 - no trust.
2013-05-28 - forward??
2013-05-28 - the ways of my ancestors, the ways of my fathers.
2013-05-13 - crash and burn...hmm?
2013-05-13 - I wonder why...
2013-05-13 - niiiiice.
2013-05-12 - G'ed up.
2013-05-11 - my cousin G. . :D
2013-05-10 - longing
2013-05-10 - deception.
2013-05-09 - identity crisis...story of my life
2013-05-07 - hoarder? /: yukk
2013-05-06 - p.s. (:
2013-05-06 - TRUST ... and love <33
2013-05-05 - shortcomings .
2013-05-03 - home ...I miss my home.
2013-05-03 - I love hhim soo much and he knows me too well
2013-05-01 - scared
2013-05-01 - woooh!! (;
2013-05-01 - wildfire.
2013-04-23 - the sad truth
2013-04-07 - -
2013-04-03 - almost july 4th again
2013-04-03 - sweet gardenias.
2013-04-01 - lusting after faith ):
2013-02-25 - life and the reality of love /:
2013-02-25 - life and the reality of love /:
2013-02-18 - false threats... empty dreams
2013-02-18 -
He's lied to me soooo many times --__--
2013-02-16 - nostalgic
- my "love"
2012-10-16 - he hurt me .
2011-12-15 - me
2011-07-02 - Moving in??,,, hmmm.. really?
2011-06-20 - hate myself sometimes... Love him lots.
2011-06-20 - weak
2011-06-20 - He says he loves me...
2011-06-20 - Saaad.
2011-05-13 - lame thinking.... ugh :[
2011-05-13 - Fight!... like the Flournoy song..
2011-05-04 - About my sick need to be needed. ..
2011-04-27 - :(
2011-04-27 - 4 jAVI, WHO AM i?
2011-04-14 - What I want...
2011-04-14 - He says he knows why he loves me....
2011-04-13 - Should I be more selfish???
2011-04-12 - :( saaaad!
2011-03-12 - Patience.. that is what I strive for. ..
2011-03-11 - ... He couldn't sleep ...
2011-03-03 - \"sigh\"
2011-03-03 - March...
2011-03-03 - Beautiful essence and the metaphor of the Eagle.
2010-10-28 - Who I want to be.
2009-11-10 - Life w/out Samaras, and surrounded by Art and beauty. .
2009-05-09 - nate's conceited
2008-05-06 - Lost letter, now found, beautiful Lost letter
2007-07-08 - talk wit mommy....crazy
2007-06-30 - me , alone , really, except for church
2007-06-30 - no luke anymore, dunno wut up, happy, so-so-, doo wop, doo-wop
2007-06-23 - a day after wut would of been my graduation
2007-06-21 - the future looks bright, love, and life
2007-06-20 - despair, sam,look, idunno
2007-06-20 - samuel news crawling through my skin, eeekkk
2007-06-19 - such a happy , beautiful day, last day
2007-06-19 - insomnia, work from the ages
2007-06-18 - Dragonball Z Lover
2007-06-16 - -

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