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1:01 a.m. - 2019-09-22 Sigh 😔 Ugh ! The amount of times he said but “not out of pity” made me think even more that he’s just fudging me out of pity. I don’t like him anymore . I told him with tears in my eyes that I really thought I meant more to him And he said to just live in the moment and enjoy the present and have no expectations in life to gain more ... something like that . Basically I’ve been madly in love this whole time thinking he will return my engagement ring again and we will get married and he’s telling me we’re just friends who fuck and he needs to “find himself”... wtf! Sigh 😔 He must think I’m a pitiful fool who he can just walk all over without ever commiting and leaving his comfort zone. Love takes risks ! And yes sometimes it’s scary but if the love is great enough then it’s worth in the long run ... I wish he saw that I’m worth it 😢😔😞 But no . Dang it
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