8:43 p.m. - 2019-01-15
Rings gone now
I gave my ex fiancé back his rings today ... sigh 😔 that was brutal.
We’re still “friends” for now. I wish him the best of course but I resent him for not loving me enough
And also for making me feel so inadequate and “bad”.
He’s so good looking tho , ugh
It’s the worst that I’m still so attracted to him... but I keep telling myself I can do better. If I keep repeating I will believe it eventually right ?
Let’s hope so.
