1:57 a.m. - 2015-08-14
fuck him
I lay among the ashes of my life. The fire has died down
And now
I'm starting to hate him.
I wait
I lay
Waiting, hoping he will wake something inside of me.
And
Yes, sigh ....I'm starting to hate
Him.
Hate him. I
Know he is playing me.
I know ):
I hate him.
He's hurting me, and I hate
Myself because
I'm letting him. /:
Fucken I'm playing into his games
I
Deserve better. I know I do.
I deserve better.
He is not
He is not worth the sex. ...fuck him... he can go
Go fuck himself.
Sigh.
I deserve better.
