9:50 p.m. - 2014-02-25
better , past is past... move on forwards .M.
Sometimes it seems I want only what I cannot have. /: what a looser I am! Lol
He was an asshole, but at the same time very charming.
He had this thing where he would carry me from the door to the bed, he was strong (: lol
I hate his inscurities, his self-hatred.
I hate his sel-hatred... It was detrimental to his well-being, his happiness.
I hope I am wrong. ):
***at the moment I am fascinated by the concept of "emotional intelligence" and its effects on decision making. You see, I am HORRible at decision making ): lol
G was not, for the most part, men are pretty cutthroat when it comes to decisions---aand, I would like to know why? And how can I be better... Always better (: Sigh.
